gingerrpig

nothing left between u n mi..

2007-03-17T23:04:00.000-07:00

If u did see my blog its is wad i wanna to tell u.. Next time on wards no matter wad happen to u.. u no need to tell mi already..n also find mi.. as wad i`ll do will make the worst den helping u.. and if u really think that he can be ur side 4ever den go n protact him ba.. he`s jus a normal human not god not even a person wif 6 sence.. all this 6 sence thing is u make up de..wad crash de car,wad 30 min must reach his work place n can be together again.. all is lie.. he jus wan to play wif u de.. if he really got 6 sence ask him today got how many people give birth how many people die i never ask much singapore wan is enough already..On thur night u say every thing is because of mi.. is because of me that make all thing become like that.. if u really think that is me.. den go ahead as i`m the one push u not to let u stay there wait for him to talk to u or meet u during that night..But u also can ask 4 help n left mi n meet him during in the change.. den phone ring u shall answer it n not pass to mi.. cause u can even say u wan him den ur parents.. no matter wad happen should always be first even they may treat u bad but all this is actually to take care of u.. esp ur mum..she scared u learnt bad thats y treat u this way.. ur mum n u r not so gd because u had not staying wif her since 1 years old but until u go primary school.. so there is some misunderstanding.. but can`t u see she atill care 4 u a lot.. cry 4 mi n beg mi to give her his number.. when u see this moment won`t u felt sad.. ur mum.. real mum actually care 4 u so much den ur dad n anuty.. ur mum always scold u is because she like u.. she take number from u is actually wanna to know wad had happen to her daughter.. she`ve change.. n wad make she change is because of this guy.. u know she even told mi everytime when u two quarrel she actually felt sad n bame herself.. cause she dunno y jus y u can`t stop quarrel wif her n listen to her.. as a moyjer of urs cry to tell mi this.. if u were mi wad would u do.. dun give.. so heartless.. so i give her his number.. as i also very sad.. listen to a mother feeling n thought.. she told mi by 1am she will call police to report.. but she waited n waited until 1am, until 2am, until 3am,n until u return home den she went back to bed.. she never make any report as she scared if she report she might spoil ur furture.. n u out there a gal outside during the nite going everywhere finding him.. while ur mum is crying n worry abt u n ur house finan.. fri..after u meet mi to take phone u go find him again.. aren`t u getting sick of it.. den around 4pm say wan meet mi n dawn.. but before that u scolded mi by giving ur mum his number.. she`s ur mum.. she had the right to know everything n who u r with.. u shouted on the phone even others can listen during the cinema.. but i never say any thing or do any thing.. after the show when meeting u around 9pm u left us once again brcause of him.. this actually make mi mad n let mi set a promise.. n thats after u left u n mi had nothing to say already..NOTHING.. u can say i`m heartless..n u know who teach mi?? the person that teach mi is U n so tis is wad i learnt from u as u can treat ur mum tis way n wanna crash car because of his word.. in ur phone theres 5 folder.. 1 is ur pic, 2 is u n him,1 is angel n the last wan is devils.. and we ur friends n ur crousis fall into wad folder.. the DEVILS so if u think we r ur DEVIL next time onwards can dun let mi know n contact mi already....i think i had wrote very clear already.. so we shall walk difference road from now on 18/03.2007(sunday) 14.45pm

4 more days left..

2007-03-10T02:15:00.000-08:00

Haha.. 4 more days left den i`ll be free.. But my problem once again also come along.. school reopen how am i going to live.. with 300 per month.. think not enough wan..wa.. school haven start i already got finance problem..haha.. but think when i work at bubble tea it can help to solve my problem ba..

new year??

2007-02-16T04:32:00.000-08:00

Haha..chinese new year is on this cuming sun. but i like haven buy my clthes yet..-_-"..Dun no wad to wear sia.. as no matter how i wear i`m still fat n my aunty n uncle still will talk about my bro n sis..(not mi..)So no matter how i wear they just see only never say anything.. How i hope this year they will say something on my dressing den study..Oh ya..my O level result i lost to my uncle daughter..Think this year new year i sure had no peace as he will sure show off how great is his daughter well mi....... Haiz..How i hope he can dun compare us 4 once as they even compare our height.. she tall i`m short..So always call mi shortly if not fat..Wa lao..haizz..

she change a lot..

2007-01-28T20:02:00.000-08:00

Now my shop in charge has been change again.. My last time in charge wanted an exchange n so my incharge change again.. My this new incharge very out going very good n easy to talk with...But 1 of my shop people we call him ah bang like to bully mi sia.. STUPID boy...always call mi la pi...stupid name.. i dun like sia.. But i always never say him back as i know sure lose wan say anot it still remain...Shit...

everyone is quiting the job of mine..

2007-01-07T19:58:00.000-08:00

After one month of work my shop from 8 people become 4..Everyone is leaving the shop..As the job is hard n the pay is also low.. I sat off but when i yeaterday go work my friend at the work place say 1 of our friend quit already.. Now our shop like hunted like that every one is leaving.. My first in charge leave liao now the second in charge become first in charge.. She change alot sia...Yesterday my area big incharge came n say alot of thing..eg:smile more(even outstock the goods from bags..)..put now ur hair..put more makeup..greet people even him although we know who he is n serve him also..WAD THE HELL..

sian..

2006-12-25T09:05:00.000-08:00

Dunno why sometime i work i feel no energy..no mood.. Feel like faster go home and rest or go out wif friend.. On the 23/12 i saw joel working in U2 den i call him i felt very happy as during work or my working area there`s no one that i know well..As when i saw him i very happy den my senior say WA.. first time see me smile so happy..Today 25/12 is my in cgarge last day of work..Dunno why i dun really feel sad but maybe its because i dun really know him well ba..Hope her really can get wad she wan for her furture..

50% off

2006-12-15T08:09:00.000-08:00

Now Bossini got 50% off.. so feel free and come down to marina bossini(NOT OTHERS BUT HERE) n have a walk to see wad u wanna to buy.. HAHA

O finally finish...but...

2006-11-25T05:24:00.000-08:00

Although O finish already but here come another problem..n that is JOB..... i really need job as run out of money..Wa.. how to find job?? i dun really like to talk much n serve people n never work be4 now this time is going to be hard for mi.. i wanna to find a job(good wan) that able to pay mi 1200 a month..i dun might work long hour but need 1200...so anyone got lo bah please msg mi to let mi know..

jobs.. i need jobs after O..

2006-09-25T02:49:00.000-07:00

my friends nowaday go find job as after O straight they all going to work..I also wan to work but i from young to now never work be4 so dunno how to find jobs n work..Wa..So if anywan got jobs n need people pls let mi know..I dun do sales as can`t talk a lot n black market,bad thing...

finally i ate my duck rice..

2006-09-06T23:16:00.000-07:00

I f i`m not wrong the very last time i eat duck rice is may..N one of day in ending of may i wanted to eating the duck rice near reb. house but my friend all dun wan to pei me eat as the duck rice is at market n plus the wheater is hot so they say next time den bring mi go eat..The next time is really very long but however today finally ate my duck rice..haha very nice i like the soup esp..haha..thanks u all for pei n bring mi go eat..

sorry shanny...

2006-09-05T01:47:00.001-07:00

haha.. i yesterday make shanny angry..until now sge`s still angry.. sorry la..Today i went to town den try a shirt with tie on edu wan hmm... when i wear it i quite like it but because its in white there4 i look really fat on it.. haha..shian took a pic of the shirt i wear on herself..and it suit her more than mi..haiz..

bad day..

2006-09-01T08:45:00.000-07:00

today is the worst day i never get after watching a moive..cause when i`m on the bus i almost fall down from the stair of the exit.. and when i`m in bus i saw my uncle..His an smoker,n grambler..When i get on to the bus with him his card has no money n his wallet too..At that moment i felt very sad as in the past he`s not like this..I walk to him n wanted to lend him lend but he say his going to get down of the bus already n put money to his card..As he went down from the bus i felt so sad..

no more cca a liao..

2006-08-17T01:28:00.000-07:00

finally i`ve pass down already dunno y i felt quite uneasy when there`s no need to go for cca any more may be its because in 5 years i really had got a lot memory in red cross..Firstly i got to know him in red cross, secondly the way he treat mi during training(caring)N lastly the things that i had gone thought that i had a bigger son(eugene),smaller son(song wei),brothers(jin liu n ellison)..Wa..its really a long way as there happy thing betweensome of them n sad thing n mostly is sad thing..haha..

u CC or real men??

2006-08-08T08:50:00.000-07:00

Today only schooling for half day as my school is celebrateing national day..After the school 6 of my friend n i went to eat sushi buffet at town oppsite citibank..We eat lots n lots of food(cake,ice cream, sashimi n many more..)After that we just walk along taka n meet another two friend..walk about 5++ we meet shian at cityhall to see the firework..when we were at the singapore river n found a place to sit n watch firework..Some china people go walk squeeze in n stand in front of us when we are sitting my friend call them to get lost n please consider about us n people sitting behind us..

dun push mi wif ur elbow u think not pain is it..

2006-08-07T03:56:00.000-07:00

I dun like to talk a lot in one group as when i talk or hear wad others talk i often will be the one being push to a corner(by the person side/elbow) or being squeeze by others from eg.2 to three... WA... i really hate that!! N one thing i can`t stand is if ur mood not good(dun talk to mi i really hate that!!n i`ll not talk to u) or u need people to accompany(please dun fly kite or show att. face)

finally after two years i`m able to see him again..

2006-08-04T03:53:00.000-07:00

Today after school while my class n i were pac. own dance one of my friend called us n say the senior r here..mi n another friend of mine went now n had a look..They are still as shuai as last time..Haha..Dunno wheater they can still remember us not(a noisy group of sec 2 gals while they r sec 4)??But inside them theres one senior will sure remember us as we still got so called as contact with him now...Haha..Think they r here to buy the ticket to the 50th ann. but too bad 4 mi cause i never buy the ticket cause its too ex...

wad happen??

2006-08-03T02:04:00.000-07:00

today i had make to spoke in english to improve my english but for mi to spoke english suddenly its like killing mi in a very slow way..But dunno why during miss khoo CME lesson while listen to a piece of song the i`ve heard from ernest lesson i cried..My friend thought that i cried because i had recalled back thing sad thing in his lesson but it actually isn`t that but the song the music itself..The song itself give mi a feeling of a loney person cried for help but no one wanted to help that person so the person is even sad n loney...

will i remain as who i am or will i change??

2006-07-29T07:27:00.000-07:00

The day before today i saw my primary school friend stanley his one of my good friend in primary school but he had change a lot from wad i`ve seen..He smoke n tatoo on his right arm.. i`ve thought alot recall back and i found at most of my friend had change a lot..a lot..will i become like them one day?? i dun no as maybe yes and may be no no wan willknow until the day comes..

17th bd

2006-07-20T01:51:00.000-07:00

Today is my 17th bd..but i did not get the present or a greeting from someone quite close in the past but not now.. How i hope that person will say mj happy 17th bd..

learn test bd still got test..

2006-07-19T02:11:00.000-07:00

Tomoro is my 17th bd liao,in normal days or year when a person is having bd they will get beat up ver ver badly..But tml i cant play that so friends dun do that to mi as my heart isn`t good at all(weak need to eat mec.)..But i`m very unluck as tml i got pa test friday got poa,maths n geo(alot rite!!haiz)

lier will always be an lier/loney will alway be loney

2006-07-18T02:47:00.000-07:00

In life anyone in this world need to depend on each other in order to live on in this world but for me i really like to too depend on others as i believe that most of the people in the world only care about themselve but not others but if they need ur help they will go find u talk to u...

finally the course have ended..

2006-07-15T04:18:00.000-07:00

My school all express and 5na had attended a three days course at RV..That course got one of a talker called enerst wong..Although he often say joke but its actually lame or somepart is actually saying us bad things but those guys thought that its funny and laugh..(shit)during the course i not only listen to the speaker but also look around people jacket and i found out that most of the people wear addias jacket..(i also want but mother sure scold wan if i buy)

finally have a short time break..

2006-07-05T02:05:00.000-07:00

Today finally have an short time break for me..If not i will be busy in doing hw n study test(pa test tml)..Tml meet up jas to watch recycle together with dawn and pris hopefully my mother(su) also can come as i really miss her ver much but dun no why when see her i like dun dare to talk to her or look at her often..8 more days O level chinese oral already hope i can do very well in it..

school reopen

2006-06-27T08:00:00.000-07:00

Today is the second day of opening school..Can`t able to sleep well tis few days as during the holidays i slept at almost everyday at 2am++ so it`s quite hard to change back to sleep early and wake up at5.30am..Class timetable had been change and its like i`ve went to hell as i will have three chem in tue, two ss lesson together with 5b, two pa and two eng..WA..dying soon!!

sian..

2006-06-18T22:26:00.000-07:00

Just wake up not too long..Den on tv no show to watch channel u two den start channel eight show all olden show..dying soon...haha..

must watch..

2006-06-13T05:40:00.000-07:00

Today after maths class i meet dawn and pris to collect mi letter at pasir panjang but because dunno how to go plus lazy we went to marina at watch an moive called THE BENCHWARMERS.. that show really nice and funny we laught until almost gone mad.. haha

bye..bye.. have fun and take care..

2006-06-08T05:28:00.000-07:00

Shian today went to thai..i never sent her off cause i need to be home by 10pm while her flight is at 10++ so i can`t.. Before she go off as a dad of her`s i like nagging at her to be careful and pray the god over there who had jus rebulid a month ago..Hope she will enjoy herself over there..back to wad happen today.. at abt12pm i open up my maths hw...But when i start reading the question.. I was huh??wad is it?wad does it wan..And when i`m thinking of ways to solve it or another words mad..Pris msg mi to go out for a show..i faster change myself and went off..while before meeting her i went to dawn house pass her hw..den meet pris but in the end dawn also came along with us we watch the nun at marina..haha..The show quite scary and bored..

bored..

2006-05-31T20:47:00.000-07:00

Today wake up at 8am as can`t sleep well(die liao keep on sleep for few hours only)..very bored sia.. see later who free wan go out as i`m too bored, bored until wan to go out..

they are young but naughty

2006-05-26T03:15:00.000-07:00

Today i went to children home/child care center again but tis time is with red cross people..I run to meet them as i`m having reminder until 2.17pm while they leave the school at 2pm..We walk all the way to the center at 3.10pm it really take a long time as we lost our way to the center..The kids there are age around 7 to 12..When starting of the dsy i thought that they are angle jus like the children home kit bring mi to..But after few mins they finally show their ture faces..However inside them there`s a gal,12year old call li yin is much more difference from the rest as she`s kind to others and to us, when teaching them some skill she wanted to learn even more..How i wish she`s my cadet...Haha..

poseidon rox...

2006-05-16T08:41:00.000-07:00

Today finally my last paper.. haha..So 4 of my friends and i went to cathay to watch a show Poseidon..This show is very touching but however only 6 people were a life the rest...So people that haven watch tis show go watch..But if u going to watch at cathay bring thick coat as its very very cold down there..

still left few days..

2006-05-12T23:08:00.000-07:00

still left few days my exam will be over already..Haha but O level chinese will be at three more weeks..

update..

2006-04-28T09:54:00.000-07:00

very long never update already..haha.. now adays many thing have happen around mi one of it is friendship stuff and the most important things that going to happen in mi is EXAM!! Today is my english..think gone liao paper 1 out of point..

haha.. the person at busstop is not him..

2006-04-12T03:54:00.000-07:00

Today morning while my bro n i got down from bus 33 and headed towards our school we saw a group of so called as ah ban at the bustop..After walking few step away from the bustop,my bro told mi that he saw him at the bustop wif the ah ban also..I was like shock and keep on asking is it ture he reply yes..I call my friends to help mi check is he there at the bustop when they reach school but its too late as the ah ban had already left the bustop..But few min ago i saw him online and i ask wad time he wake up..he replied y n i told him my bro like got saw him at the school bstop in the morning..He laugh and say he whole day at home never go out as yesterday go out wif classmate until 12 den reach home..den i`m finally relief..The shirt i bought to him for his bd is quite tight for him but he say he will lose weight to fix inside the shirt(WA!melt liao)

happy 17th birthday to him..

2006-04-08T09:08:00.000-07:00

Today is his bd(8/4),i and some of my rcy friends went east coast park celebrate his bd..They share money and bought him an 25 hour watch abt $70 and i bought him a normal shirt which cost$20(very cheap po rite...haiz..)I sit beside him many time sia,cycle beside each other..Going to die soon..I take an pic of him while he was cutting his birthday cake..His damn good n rich lo pay for us the cycle money(WA!!)Hopefully next time go out wif him and other i`ll get to be closer to him..haha(dreaming)

sian

2006-04-04T06:12:00.000-07:00

wa..today very sian..sian until nth to do..think better go to bed early ba so tml do test got mood..

fan seng de pet

2006-03-30T00:48:00.000-08:00

Today things thats happening seem to be getting worst..Therefore think the thing will not be solve in a short period of time..At bus stop today after school i kanna hit by the same person again on the left arm..He even hai wo need to wait for another bus while shanny,ling and xin had went into the bus liao..(i become i xiao bing u know)!!haiz..

many things going on..

2006-03-29T04:30:00.000-08:00

Today 29th march 2006 had happen a thing that may repeat the thing happen on the year 2003(friendship)..The thing on 2003 had a lot of sad and understanding reason and now its may be going to repeat it again..Other than that problem another problem is someone beat mi..and the reason is i`m a gal that dun behave like one(very angry)..That person yesterday hit mi 4 times on my left arm today 3 on the right but i never hit that preson back as i have not beat friend be4 somemore if hit back i sure loss wan as it a male..Haiz.

make something clear

2006-03-25T22:54:00.000-08:00

i wanna to jus make something clear to some people..The reason i and the rest cry is not because of u..but its because of u are doing thing too much,its too much that we can`t handle,u had change a lot from last time and lastly i`m just wanna tell u that U ARE BIAS!! mi and the rest will not cry anymore for this kind of thing swear!!

feel like calling people to beaT U UP..

2006-03-16T09:15:00.000-08:00

haha.. Just two days ago..At the econf night of the camp i cry because of something a person do behind mi but lucky NTH happen haha..I ABLE TO SEE HIM on the second night!! n I EVEN TOUCH HIS FACE LOL ESP HIS LIPS..!!I`m like going crazy like that when i see him..SO SHUAI!!(haha.. ur plan dun works..haha)

so ex..

2006-03-08T03:22:00.000-08:00

Wa jus receive my bill.. ver expensive sia.. cause viot for campus superstar thats why($12 total cost for superstar stuff).. Today i had my POA test ver hard, think only can pass only as i can`t balance it at all..At 1.35pm i went for a short meeting,during that meeting that CHAIR show att. again as there`s a change in the camp programe list than he face black black..(feel like slapping ur face)..Hmm..Nowadays dunno why maybe miss of him too much liao that i always looks forward for a guy that some how for mi he looks like him..So when he walk pass mi i`ll always look at him in other words notices him..

outing..

2006-02-26T03:33:00.000-08:00

Yesterday morning i wake up quite early and went to school as my english teacher wanted to help mi in my english..After school i meet pris and shian they call mi go sentosa play den after that go fix my phone..At sentosa i always sit under the tree while two of them still put sunten oil on them self..I kanna hit by vollyball many time as gals playing vollyball behind mi(quite pain but i still smile at them thay ver choi)..While leaving that place i saw one guy,he look like him(colour of the skin,height,size,hair style,dressing,the way he walk) too alike that even them also think that its him(haiz..how i hope is him)..At bus to left the island,i saw 1 shuai ge(nike bb shirt red colour,height around180cm)but got gf liao her gf ver xiong..We went wheelock to fix my phone den we went cineleisure play accarde..Finally, i go shian house and stay overnight as they teach mi chinese..haha quite fun..

selling flag.. who wan buy..haha..

2006-02-18T01:31:00.000-08:00

Today mi and my friends went to BOON LAY sell flag.. I took out my own money den sell the flag as its look like begger begging for money..The wheater today very hot and all of us dun really feel like begging for money so we often sack(sit down, talk,walking around..)and when it was abt 12.20 we took the train and hide back to tiong to return the tin and sigh off..

happy valentine day..

2006-02-14T02:35:00.000-08:00

Today is valentine day..Morning in school i give out the rose i bought for my friends..Shanny wan orange colour rose but the person i order the flower from order wrong so SHANNY SORRY..haha..Today although is valentine day but still got lots of homework(lucky for mi who`s single)..Happy valentine day..

thanks man all my gals friends...

2006-02-10T02:56:00.000-08:00

Today O level result came out..HE GOT 14..(so smart)..my daughter help mi to take a pic of him for mi(once again thanks)..He slim down alot sia and more shuai also.. haha..But today may also be the last day i`m able to see him liao which is quite sad for mi but quite alrite as at least now i`m able to know that he score quite high and his going to poly..

happy birthday youling..

2006-01-18T01:21:00.000-08:00

Today is my ah mao 17th birthday and we when holland to eat together...Today only got 1 homework(finally got 1 homework only)..haha..

finally..

2006-01-07T23:28:00.000-08:00

Finally i saw him yesterday during CCA open house haha.. His still the same ver shuai..But one thing difference is he dly his hair to brown..(still ver shuai)But about 30 min he went to work already..Haiz..

normal days..

2006-01-04T01:06:00.001-08:00

Hmm.. I should start writing on the date on dec31 2005 first den since so long never update already.. On dec31 2oo5 i went out with a group of red cross people to countdown and also hope that i`m able to see him once again..But in the end he also never came as he went out with his classmate to countdown already..After countdown we went to chinatown hotel to stay for 1 night..I return home at about 8.30am..And abt 6pm i go bath to attent a wedding dinner at the hotel jus beside far east plaza..I wore a dress and its my first time of wearing dress since k2..It`s feel a bit wired when i wear that as i also need to wear high hile shoe too..haha..2nd jan 2006 i slept almost the whole day..Den on 3 jan 2006 school start i dun really have any lesson start yet but only 1 POA.. While today4 jan 2oo6, i`ve chem,POA,english and a bit of geo lesson already..Quite happy cause i still can play a bit.. But after few more day i dun think i will even got enough time to sleep already..Haiz..

unlucky day..

2005-12-29T01:07:00.000-08:00

Jus came back from tiong.. Before that i went to school to buy PE shorts while ling,xin and shanny buy school U..After buying the clothes we went to tiong for lunch and buy school shoe..While at that moment shanny went for training..After her training which is about 45mins later ,she joined us..We went into a shop on the third floor call more than words..At that moment both ling and shanny went out of control( gone mad)..So mi and xin faster went out of tat shop to keep a distance away from them(act as we dun know them...haha)After that we went to KFC to chat while shanny had her lunch..when she`s eating she tell us 2 ghost stories tat her mummy told her during christmas day..tats y she eat quite slow and tats when ling forced me to eat the smashed potato(i`m full)..After lunch we went to the playground at near tiong..And tats when i fell down many times and they laugh at mi so bad..

happy birthday kit..

2005-12-16T07:17:00.000-08:00

Wa..Today is Kit 16th birthday and so she invented us to her house to celebrate her birthday..She treat us eat pizza..Haha i tou tou eat as by the rite i actually are not allow to eat cause i`m still having cough..hehe..We spent about 6 hour at her home as we watch tv at her house cause she got scv, print nails(except mi),playing cards game(kanna bully by xin and shanny beat my leg),watch vcd,watch dvd and last talking lame joke..Anyway its quite fun..So before i end i would like to wish the birthday gal all the best in everything u do ya and lastly thanks for tat RAIN poster..Oink..Oink..

try harder yea..

2005-12-13T06:19:00.000-08:00

Today mi,ling and shanny go see monkey song for the super star thing..He sang very well but the only problem is the music is louder den his voice..There are three judge if i`m not wrong the first wan said he sing very well as the feeling is there,the second judge said feeling is there and so as his effort while the last judge is a lady the only lady and the only person that said his singing is not good..When the result is out,he did not get in we also dun dare to see him and talk to him..And so we left the place and gone to town to eat dinner..i can`t eat LJS so i`m` sitting there playing phone while main while waiting for the 2 gals to eat finish..Den walk around taka den walk to wheel lock take bus home..Before i end i wanna tell monkey a thing"monkey dun be sad,try again next time as we are still young and so life or another words our journey is still long yea..Oink..Oink..

can`t get to see him..

2005-12-06T00:58:00.000-08:00

Haiz..I`ve waiting for the chalet for such a long time but i jus can`t attend it as i`m sick..Haiz..I can`t even left a gd memory for mi..Is tis wad as wad people called as no fath??I don`t know and dun wish to know..Friends tell mi its rather good,as if i get a change to get close with him but if tats the last time i will felt even sad and wanted even more and tats gotta be worse then.. Well i also believe wad she had told mi as tis is also wad i felt..haha..yea..Oink..Oink..

two more days..

2005-11-30T19:42:00.000-08:00

Haha..Finally two more days i`m able to see him le..I can`t wait to see him wondering that he got dly his hair not as most of my express friends got dly hair after their O..Yesterday go out wif shanny buy a lot of thing i spent the total of 85 on stuff..Haha..But its should be ok ba..Thanks for the shirt u choice for mi shanny haha...Oink..Oink..

four more days..

2005-11-29T01:08:00.000-08:00

Long time never update my blog le..Hehe..I`ve been sick for about a week keep on coughing den have fever..Haiz..But nvm cause four more days i`m able to see him again le.. This maybe the last time that i`m able to see him so i hope it will be a very gd memory for mi to keep..Haha..quite stupid hor like tat also laugh..

thanks..

2005-11-22T21:02:00.000-08:00

Today mi and shanny meet each other at cine. to watch harry porter..The show is quite ok la but so gd then the last time de..After the show she pei mi go queensway buy shoe and shirt for my bro..Thanks alot shanny..Haha..While when shanny and mi is waiting for bus there`s a group of dancer..The got 4 guys and a gal.. The guy are quite behave very funny.. i see le laugh and cough until wanted to vomic..Today is the last of his exam le..Haha..Hope it`s easy...3dec i can see him le as got so call as outing for the sec4 and together with the ex mdm and sir in my school RCY..But i dunno he got stay anot..As this may be the last time that i`m able to see him le..Haiz..Even he got stay i dun think he`s stay until 7dec..As there`s a another for him at 5dec...Haiz..Hope he go le will come back again..Oink..Oink..

lamb

2005-11-20T13:32:00.000-08:00

The day before today mi,ling,shanny n xin went to see student super star..When we reach there there`s full of people but most of them is teens..When we get into third floor to watch the super star stuff,a gal knock onto mi very rule and rought and say sham la..I was like hey u knock onto mi never say sorry still call mi sham(inside my heart) den i let her way let her go..The student singer dressing is like WA.. as they dry their hair wearing school U and sing(hao da dan)..We never stay long at there so about 1hour+ we go to tiong to watch 5566 and give welson the paper to go for the superstar thing..And choice song for him to sing at the competion..Haha..Today is my 8th days tat i had not seen him le..Haiz..Tue is the last paper liao science mcq for him le hope he can do it well..Oink..Oink..

4th day

2005-11-11T11:50:00.000-08:00

Today is the 4th day while waiting for result to see wheater i got that job not..Very sian wait for so long already,if really dun have job for mi then forget it ba..Dun work..Haha..Today his having O`level maths paper 2 hope this paper he can do well den the first one while is on 7/nov. haha..Of course i also hope my friends who also taking O`level maths can do well in it..Oink..Oink..

broke..no money..

2005-11-07T23:23:00.000-08:00

Today afternoon me,my sis and my bro go town to watch movie.we finally decided to watch home sweet home at 4.15pm..After the show we went for shopping at taka..At about 7pm we went to wheel lock sakae sushi to eat..I paid for the food as the ticket is paid by my sis..The total cost of the food is $47.55..Its quite exp. but the food is nice so i dun might paying it..Oink..Oink..

act guai for three days liao..

2005-11-05T17:15:00.000-08:00

Haha..I had been even step out of my house for three dyas le..At home also very sian but no money le so no choice stay at home..Moday is 7/11 already so wish my friends that is taking O level on that day all the best esp to..shanny,KY,WM,XL n lastly him..Haha..I`ll coming school to support u guys wan.. Oink..Oink..

play basketball

2005-11-02T16:15:00.000-08:00

I today finally play basketball already as i`ve already never play baskatball for around 1 year already..And today when playing basketball i don`t even remember the rules and my shooting is sux..every five only get in one or none..Haiz..While playing basketball with wm,j,gd,kw,jl in school, i also saw him playing with his classmate..Haha..Oink..Oink..

celebrate shian bd

2005-11-01T23:21:00.000-08:00

We meet at 11.30am at tiong mac.,after that we went to second floor steamboat shop eat steamboat..While eating mi,shanny,ling n xin went to buy cake..We bought two cakes,one slice and one big cake..The small wan is to smash shian face while another wan is to eat..The smashing part ended on mi while the big wan in our stomach..Haha..Quite fun la,but i`m very dirty as cream is on my face,hair and clothes..After steamboat we go sperate way one group go bugis another go PS..I go with the group that go PS, after PS we go esplanade see stars..Oink..Oink..

home alone

2005-10-31T10:20:00.000-08:00

Just wake up and i`m the only one that is at home..Bro went to school for CCA,sis went for exam while ma and pa went out for work..So boring to be at home,later still need to buy lunch for myself..Haiz..So boring..But nevermind got show for mi to watch..Oink..Oink..

happy birthday WX

2005-10-29T20:57:00.000-07:00

Haha..Today me,shian go out with WX to celebrate her 16th birthday..While we when to a porriage buffet at suntec..It cost at $9.80 per person drink is not counted..The food there is quite nice..After eating we went to play games..It`s quite fun and i really enjoy it a lot..Tueday is Shian birthday le hope it will be as fun as today ba..Oink..Oink..

sadly day

2005-10-28T18:26:00.000-07:00

Today is my school Graduation Day and so we have a small celebration in school hall..While today is also the last day for mi to see him le,at that time he`s sitting one sit away from mine..I feel like taking picture with him but i dun dare cause i from the start already think that he know that i fall for him le..So my friend help mi take his picture,while calling him to take picture he was very unhappy in others words his angry cause we force him to take picture..SOB..After that i was like very sad,i told myself not to cry and i didn`t cry..But all the way when we take back mine report,go canteen for some food i started to laugh and cry..I cry is because of i scared my school result will be the same wad i will get at N and also because he can`t even gain my last wish..SOB..SOB..But i never cry much as my friend is around and i dun wish to let them see my crying face..Haha..

few days left

2005-10-26T21:18:00.000-07:00

Haiz..Time past very fast as i only have two more days to see him around at school already..But when i saw him in school i hardly can see him face to face or seeing his face from far but wad i mostly can see is his back view..Which really make mi feel very sad as there`s only few more day left for mi to see him in school but i can`t see him often..How i wish to tell mi wad i feel toward him and see him daily..Oink..Oink..

lame

2005-10-22T20:07:00.000-07:00

Today my whole family members behaven annormal..Dun why,maybe they dun really talk much as wad they normally need..The house is so an jin that i even can heard the sound of people talking from upstairs..Haiz..Oink..Oink..

waiting

2005-10-21T13:53:00.000-07:00

Haiz..Now at school computer lab waiting for hui shian to print her stuff..Quite boring sia dunno wad to do..Later got talent time thing at school hall..But i dun think i`m going to watch it vause i`ve already watch some already..Haha..Today haven even see him at all..Miss him sia,somemore like no more time le cause next week is the only chance for mi to see him le..Oink..Oink..

schooling

2005-10-17T05:43:00.000-07:00

Haiz..After exam le still got school today wasted one hour at hall to heard a talk from ITE..After that we went back to class for normal lesson...At abt 1.30pm we go hall for some talk from OXY quite fun as mi and my friend not only hear the talk but also play games..While when the talk end i saw his back when we stand up to leave the hall..A bit happy at that time as i`ve been ver long haven seen him around already..Haha..Oink..Oink..

volcano

2005-10-14T06:59:00.000-07:00

Today,i`m having a very very bad mood today.. Dunno why jus have it,my mood is so bad that i never talk to a person..And that person though i`m angry with her which actually have la a bit (why?) i also dunno ask urself ba..Haha..I today is totally gone out of control jus lke a mad person wanted to kill and slash a person..It`s maybe because of getting scold by parent last night and maybe i yesterday only sleep abt 1 hour so felt sleepy..But i`m sorry to that person as i never talk to u..Sorry..Oink..Oink..

fixing day

2005-10-11T21:38:00.000-07:00

Today,i go out with friend to fix my diseman..But before fixing the diseman we go walk walk at PS together with her mother and her mother sister..We left there around 4pm to fix my diseman and while we are on the way or another words on the bus..She take my phone and sent an msg to him..I`m quite shock when she use my phone to sent those joke msg to him..But already sent le so.....When we went to the shop(HQ) to repair the person say it cost $100++ to fix since i`ve lost the card..After hearing the person talk,i decided not to fix my diseman as if i still pay for $100++ i can buy mp3 already..Oink..Oink..

finally finish

2005-10-10T07:07:00.000-07:00

Haha..Finally i`ve end my N level le..Today paper very hard even mdm Yani also got say..But think i can pass ba but as wad i want A1..Today morning when me and my friends go to parade square i saw him together with his friends,his`s behind me but not direct..Haha..Dunno why after exam i dun have the feel of relift but stress..May be it`s cause of the result or maybe it tell me that i`m not going to able to see him already after the school holidays start as his going to ploy already..Oink..Oink..

one more day..

2005-10-07T22:36:00.000-07:00

Today is my maths paper2 which is my second last paper..Me today wake up already not feeling well cause having fever,not N is too important for me so with out thinking of not sitting the paper i went to sit it..At first when i just received the paper,i was totally gone mad,as my head is so pain that when i see the question i was totally blur and started to cry cause i was like empty very empty..I rise up my hand to ask teacher question,no teacher come towards mi.. Than i decided to put my thing away rest awhile than open the question book and do..This time i`m not empty le,i even rewrite the whole thing..i`m so happy..After the paper when me and some of my friend walking out of school i finally saw him..Haha..But only seeing his back view..Oink..Oink..

how??

2005-10-06T13:41:00.000-07:00

I`m having my science N today.My section a i only got 13/20 for phy,15/20 for chem,althought it`s a pass but i want my science to get A2 lei..Haiz..42 more marks,hope i really get A2 for that..Today its the sixth day that i haven see him..Haiz..Tomoro is my second last paper maths which start at 2.30pm..Hope i can get A1 for maths than A2 for poa and last pass my english..Oink..Oink..

bear for one more weeks

2005-10-04T16:42:00.000-07:00

Hmm..By today i`ve finish my english,math paper 1 and geo already..Well thursday i`ll have my sciences,friday math paper 2 and monday poa so i must work hard..Today geo i think i`ve lost 6 to 4 marks already as map reading i dunno how to do the gradient and question 2c is asking why plant two or more crops, i write the how to it but most of the question i should be quite fine with it..Never see him for four days le..So hope thursday before go in the hall i`m able to see him..Oink..Oink..

last day

2005-09-30T18:32:00.000-07:00

Time fly so fast that today is my last day of normal school life because next week onwards my N level start le..I`ve not really study for it yet..Don`t really want to think about that day cause it might be a period that my fate is going to depend on..Miss him lots..Only see him at morning when his walking to his class with his friend..Hope before i monday went to have my exam at hall,i`m able to see him..Oink..Oink..

dreaming

2005-09-28T15:42:00.000-07:00

Today i almost no mood,don`t know why but jus got that feeling..May be it`s because that i never seen him for days or maybe just too many work to do cause Nis jus next monday..Haiz..I very scared that i might fail my english because until now i still got fail so i`ve bought an excersice book to do...I`ve done one chapter per day and read news from newspaper..And hope that i will able to pass my english and also pass my N.. Oink..Oink..

sian

2005-09-24T22:35:00.000-07:00

The time today past very fast so fast that it`s` already 10.30 at night le..Two more hours full house(a name of an show) is going to start le..But my house no SCV so can`t watch..That shows is quite funny,stupid and full of relationship..Which is about a guy is damn rich and handsome make a false marriage with a poor gal..That poor gal after marriage like become his maid..But later they really become couple..Haha..Today no school so dun get to see him. Haiz..Oink..Oink..

mock over..but N is here..

2005-09-23T17:49:00.000-07:00

Haha..Very long time very write blog le,because too busy got mock exam..This mock i never really study that much as i need for the past mock cause the sub or the topic is all the same,see too much feel like sleepy..His having school exam so i dun really have the change to see him in school..Miss him lots..Haha..But never mind as study is more important as his O is also coming very soon..Hope he could pass with the mark that he want..Today i also quite happy as i and her finally talk to each other..haha,so hope we will be like in the past can say joke sing song..Bah..Bah..Bah..Oink..Oink..

laughing day..

2005-09-16T19:11:00.000-07:00

Today after school me,shanny,huishian,weixin and youling when tiong eat stemboat..We total eat 12 plates of ice-cream..Haha alot right??but it really ver nice..Before i when tiong i ,wei xin pei hui shian go back home take money when we were on the way her her house, dawn one of my friend msg me say mr thong is a tiong..Than after awhile my friend shanny call mi asked where we as she saw him with his friends eating at the same place we plan to go and eat..But when i reach there he jus left,this is maybe fate ba..Haiz.. No fate between he and mi..Oink..Oink..

all alone

2005-09-09T14:12:00.000-07:00

I`m alone at home as my sis,dad, and mum went to work while as for my bro he went to national stadium for his youth sports leadership and development programme..And will be home the late afternoon..I`ve cook something to eat than went down stair food to eat.. I`ve cook two dish and rices for my lunch and together for brother..Today i never go school but tml will as my english teacher wanted to see mi..And i hope tml when i go back to school i would able to see him..Haha..Oink..Oink..

waste time..

2005-09-08T23:25:00.000-07:00

Today i almost spent 6 hour at the DBS building for my NYAA..Very boring as we reach there about 2pm but the thing start at 3.30++pm and people that sit beside mi come from express as we dun really much..My phone has send to nokia care for fix as it will auto off while i`ve not even use for 1 month..Haiz..He today got reminder but i`ve not seen him around at school when i was there.. Hiaz..Hope to see him ASAP..Oink..Oink..

resting..than prepare for another paper..

2005-09-06T20:15:00.000-07:00

I today had finish my ss and while yesterday i had finish my chinese paper(N level)..both paper are quite hard asi dun really know how to do..Hope i can pass it.. And go sec5.. Haha..While today i`m quite happy as i often seen him around the school.. Haha..Oink..Oink..

2005-09-01T23:16:00.000-07:00

Going to sleep le..As i already watch superstar le.. i vote for kevin..I vote for him five time..And he really won the superstar..I`m so happy for him..Haha...I`ll be busy for this few days so i`ll not able to online le cause my N is only next monday..So i must study le..And last before i go i hope i tml can see him many times..Oink..Oink..

wad a day

2005-08-29T22:11:00.000-07:00

Today during lesson time my friend help mi check my fortune and the result out is very bad..Hope it won`t comeout in real life..Haiz..After school mi and some of my classmates when great world and have our lunch..It was my first time eating claypot..It`s quite nices but i think it too dry le..After our lunch we went into a book store and find our own book..I choice a vampare book as i like to read those scary stories..Haha.. But today i`m quite happy as i saw him at school about three times.. Haha..Oink..Oink..

wad a boring day

2005-08-27T13:23:00.000-07:00

Dunno why i feel that the time today past very slow..Maybe it`s because that my brother isn`t at home ba because when his`s at home i dun think i`ll have so mush time to online le..Haha..Maybe later go out with mother ba to spent my time..Oink..Oink

exam haven over yet

2005-08-26T20:01:00.000-07:00

I`ve been busy since sunday until now cause i`m having my school exam..Thats mean lesser time for mi to see him le..But wad i feel within this few days is like he already know that i`ve a crush on him le..I feel tata maybe its because he now treat mi different like wad he treat mi before le..Haiz..But nvm who call i like him..Haha..My exam..Ok la..But my maths paper 1,chem like very badly done cause my answer have many different from my friends..Haiz..I can`t do anything now le but to wait and see how ba monday think some of it will be given le,hope i can pass all esp.my english..Oink..Oink..

wish tat time won`t past so fast

2005-08-20T02:26:00.000-07:00

I wake up at 6.30am as i today got geo. remedial at8am..All the way until 10.15am my teacher give us a break until 11am..So me and my friends go canteen and check is any store open so we can eat our breadfast indeed because it is sat. so no store is open.But when we reach the canteen i saw him playing football with his friends near the canteen,at that moment i was so happy until i almost forgot that i haven eaten my breadfast, until my friends say lets go to dawnson place(shopping centre beside my school) and eat our breadfast..Before we go eat i saw si hua his classmate and i asked her y u are here?She reply and say remedial from 11am to 12pm.So during the second part of the remedial when the time is 12 pm i like no mood to study le as i wish to see him..Finally when my remedial i was like no mood all the way as it`s already 12.30pm and so i taught he had already left school,but when me and my friends was walk out of the school i saw him at basketball court playing football with his friends..When i saw that i keep on smile and watch him and i watch him watch until i bang to the so called as stem and my friends laugh until no words came out when they wan to talk..Haha..I`ll end here..Buai..Oink Oink

unlucky day

2005-08-19T17:22:00.000-07:00

haiz.. today i my unlucky day as i can only see him once and tats when the morning assembly which hide at my school parade square.He`s so shuai, tall and caring.His taking 'O'level tis year hope he can go to the ploy and course he want.But in others words tis may be the last year i can able to see him again..i always feel like tell him tat i like him from sec 1 to now but i don`t really dare cause scared he will walk away when he saw me jus like wad he did to my cadet..sob..sob..Nvm as i had taught of tis many times le..and some more now i can often see him at morning assembly.His father drive car bring him n his friend who also is also in my CCA wan to school at about 6.40 am and so i always came school at 6.30 am and look at the staircase where he need to walk up to his class level at level4 outside my classroom at level3..ver stupid rite?? but i really like him lot..i`ll end here le..buai..OiNk OiNk

Oink Oink

2005-08-18T17:46:00.000-07:00

Hi!Gingerpig just started my blog!-lolx-I'll update my post from tml onwards..so friends..oh nonono!is..pig's fren..Look out wor!*Oink Oink* Gotta sleep le..Buai! *Oink Oink*